Don't mind the fact that I'm awake at 1 in the morning. I had a nap and I'm one of those people who couldn't sleep early anyways.

Well, I've made some goals. After midterms, I'm going to practice on shading. I collected so many pictures of models from magazines and very eager to start but I have to place my studies first. Which is not going so well since I haven't start any yet. I'll begin today . . . when I wake up again and the sun is shining instead of snow.

Um, something else that is bothering me is the letter of acceptance or rejection. I still haven't gotten a reply from the high school I'm applying for. It's been TWO WEEKS ! I'm so paranoid right now. 1) I don't want to stay at my current school. It's not them, it's me. I can't handle the people there and I'm just running away from my problems. This is my last resort. If I get a rejection, I don't know what I'll do. 2) I don't have a future in this school. I go got accepted, my future would be something I will enjoy doing.

I'm also saving up for a Nikon camera. I had my eyes on that for quite a while, but no money. That just means a job in the summer. Maybe I can still visit Los Angeles. My last job was McDonalds. Do not work at McDonalds. Well, if you want, go ahead but I assure you that my experience there was one of a kind. I have actually gotten ill from working there: fainted + some symptom of some sickness.

HAVE YOU HEARD ABOUT THE NEW MACBOOK AIR !? It did in fact made me want to buy it but then again, two grand for something I probably won't use much of is pretty much a waste. I'll stick to getting the normal macbook .

Well, have a happy morning !